after months, finally i have the feelings to write. now its 10am monday morning, i just got back from the hospital after having class at 6.30am. yes, 6.30 am in the ward n it means that i have to wake up around 5.40 and then drive to the hospital. added with the monday blues, i kept quite tru out the whole bedside teaching and finally at the end of the session, i answer one question relating to hernias. as the doctor was impressed, maybe bcoz finally he can hear my voice, he asked me to draw the anatomical location of the hernia at the blackboard. there goes my monday. yay. at least one day at the hosp is over. yay. 4 more days and then its weekend. hope masa bjalan pantas. nothing interesting happen from the day i arrived malaysia till today. successfully completed my medicine surgery; maybe thats the only achievement so far. oh yess,, my new love- bambi. bambi is soooo comel and that day, i and zaim, we bought a little present for bambi at ou. at least bambi ada hiasan. tp bambi is sooo kotor as i did not wash her for a few days. bambi my new car, is one of the few good things so far. other than bambi, nothing much happend lately. bambi fiancee, bambu (zaim's car) is also comel and a bit bersih compared to bambi. bambi mesti jeles. tak pe. tak pe. nnt mama basuh kan bambi. to aunty fatin, cpat la balek msia, bole bambi bwk jalan2. bambi pon bosan je balik2 g tesco. hihihihihih.

Mr Stranger: For You!

Thank You so much

Just to thank you for the kindness

You took the time to show

And to tell you that it meant much more

Than you will ever know!

Kawan

I can say that, during this last few yrs in dublin ni la that i met mostt of my true and close friends. During mrsm, xramai pon kwn sgt, ditmbah dgn i yg tak popular ni so i only have a few good ones. A few that can be count dgn jari pon. Plus, lelaki mmg da tolak la since all the guys kat boarding school cam annoying sgt2. Here in dublin, i met most of my friends. And fair pon utk i cakap, i met all types of people here. There are types of friends that i can be proud of having them as a friend. And of coz, mesti ada yg u rasa the other way round. There are events yg u rasa proud of them, and there are events yg u rasa dissapointed of them. Bottom line is, there are ppl who like u and there will also be ppl that will dislike u. Whatever it is, I want to cherished my circle of friends here. My circle of trust here. True friend should be there when there are ups and downs. And I wish i da be there for ups and downs to someone. At least one person if not many.

hooray!

I am all excited to go back home. And at the same time, i surely akan rindu dubliners yg tinggal d sini. tp we akan jumpe d msia nt. so cume berpisah semetara je kan =) aaaa i already prepared my self mentally about msia. bole makan puas2 kat kdai. bole hidup dgn aman tnpa perlu bjimat n rasa evthg mahal. besnyeeee. bole balik kl selalu. and importantly stay close to evryone in the family. since my bro n sis in law pon da nak balik msia n keje, evryone will be in msia. yay! plus an anak sedara on the way. coudnt be better! besnye. boleh balik kl and g terrengganu selalu. hoooray!

Baby Joy

i bakal mnjd mama ekin kepada seorang baby boy! baby baby cpat la kua dr tummy ur mommy. ur aunty ni dah xsbar nk jumpe u =) nnt kite main bola sama2 k. kite g main playground smue. baby jgn nakal2 eh dlm perut mummy tuh. cpat la kua. mama ekin xsaba sgt2 nk pelok awak!

Differential Diagnosis

Lately, i realize i cpat btol la melenting. aihhh. dgn smue org pon if xkene gaya nye i akan melenting. basically i just snyap n ignore the person for days. eee troknye i. personality disoder ni. jd pemarah da skg. bahaya2.

plus i kuat btol menguap. kat mana2 pon bole mnguap. tgh jalan d grafton pon mnguap. main volley pon mnguap. tgh makan pon mnguap. i am not sleepy but i always yawning. maybe kene amek supplement kan. tp i am not that tired.

any doc who are able to diagnose my problem, buzz me

Why Study?

The more we study
The more we know

The more we know
The more we forget

The more we forget
The less we know

So why study?

(as written on jal's board)

Tribute to Jal

Edinburgh wassssss soo much fun. Thanks to everyone; new friends and old ones. Hope to see you all again. The basic routine of edin ppl : in cafe for hours-tgk cte hantu-main wii

Terharu

I terharu sgt korang suruh update. terharunyeeeeeeeeeee....

ok tu je update meantime. hihihihih. xtau nk cte ape =p

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Thoughts and Things ( for today )

- i managed to habeskan episod dunia baru smpai 11 ( and benci darius! ). thanks to 62 the maples and youtube
- i also managed to find a new interest in a new series, gossip girl. yay!
- also able to got a few new copies of the House from D
- i realise my blog is super duper boring and no one actually read it
- proudly managed to watch tv at night for dayss in a row (thanks to pmc timetable)
- i am dying to go to ugc
- amazed how my mother are able to noe exactly bile i merajuk, every time i merajuk (2nd best is zaim)
- wondering what shud i buy as a gift for everyone at home. So far only 3 presents i berjaya beli
- wishing all the best to u guys for msian nyte
- sedeh coz i definitely dont have any dress/baju/kebaya/skirt to wear for the night
- i hate the 11 bus. Waited for nearly 40mins in cold just now
- i need to do groceries shopping this weekend. mcm da lama xbeli sayur utk umah
- i think i da naik berat badan sket la *sigh*
- banyak nye thoughts today. mmg. sgt.
- i realized i have a lotss of nice ppl here. and to the person i just dont think its worth i baik selama ni, i hope one day u'll realize that nothing is wrong with us, its u.

To everyone at home, love u all to bits and pieces. and to everyone here, lets cherish this time together.

Hugs

I really need a cyber hug rite now. Bored. Totally.

Looking foward for malaysian nyte this weekend. Go Fatin Go! ( the only sole reason why im going this yr, plus some of u guys are also performing ). And plis bg i chan menang the cabutan bertuah *hope hope*

hugs to all of u. love u all.

SiCk

All sorts of tablets i dah makan. And i hope i'll get better soon. Its been since tuesday. Its been days im all day long on my bed. I desperately nak cepat baik so that i can go out. Out. Please. Nak baik cepatcepat. Nak kua beli that _ _ _ _ .

Beg!

To Dilah, ni la beg nye. Lupe la email adik jd ltak sni je gbr ye =p Present dr anyah & abg zaim dr paris suprise k *wink wink*

Holls

Yeah! Finally, off to dreamland. Pray that evryone will be happy and safe through out the trip. Dont be notty notty and take good care of each other. Be Happy, make sure. We deserve this holiday. A few more weeks before finally back for good to malaysia. A few more steps before we're finallly into clinical years. All those white coats, thrilled! All those scrubs-house drama will finally be true. Sounds exciting! Hope penang will be fun, at least near mama baba. Hope penang will be fun. Fun? Yes, FUN

Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti Do !

Everyone can sing! I had sooooo much fun last night. You guys are awesome and talented. Shall do this actvity again soon. Aite?

Okay, I am tooo tired to stay awake after score banyak for our volley game td *uhuk2 ehem2* ok need to sleep and wish you all a happier day tomorow. To all my close friend yg g bcuti, take good care of yourself and enjoy your trip. Bon Voyage!

Who Doesnt Like Cake?

Simple yet Tasty Sponge Cake Recipe

You'll need: 2 cups flour, 1 cups sugar, 4 eggs, 1 and a quater cups of milk, 2 teaspoon baking powder, 2 teaspoons vanilla essence

How to make it into a cake:

1. Preheat the oven (around 175degrees and i use the fan sign)

2. Sift flour and baking powder (gune penapis bulat tu je if xde y specially for tepung; and if ada cream of tartar put 1 spoon cream of tartar and 1 spoon baking powder, sponge cake will be more fluffyy!)

3. Heat the milk using a microwave until its hot, but not until mendidih and all bubbles

4. Beat the egg until foam (using a mixer highly recommended since sponge cake mmg kene beat quite a time) and add sugar and beat the mixture until it becomes lemon coloured

5. When all seems dah foam and lemon coloured, slowly add hot milk in a stream

6. Quickly fold the flour

7. Bake for about 30mins (until u insert a knife or fork or bamboo stick and it comes out clean)

Serving suggestion: Can dust with icing sugar, whipped cream topped with fresh fruit, buttercream topping, cream cheese and strawberry, homemade fruit sauce, any kind of jams, melting chocolate sauce, or even vanilla icecream.Can be sliced into half and spread with favourite jams.

p/s: once i used a springform but it leaks due to the very lembik mixture, so just use a normal round cake tin.

It is such an easy recipe and the cake is fluffy and nice! Mybe some comments from actual ppl who already ate it will boost ur confidence to try =p HaPpY CoOkiNg!I need to sleep so that my vocal cord will work properly esok for our karoke session. Wish everyone a happy day tomorrow!

My Little Princess

Its 2am and i am deadly bored. early in the morning i called my dad to wish him happy bday and in return i got a gift for my bday last few days *wheepiiee* i was exploring and improving my facebook skills earlier but i get annoyed that everytime i wanted to try a new applications ( after hours searching camana smue org jumpe mana nk add appli tuh) i have to invite some friends. The prob is i have soo little friends and xkan i nk invite the same person evertime. so i stop with facebook for a while with a feeling that i might hate the ting for a while (no offend to die hard facebook fans out there). so i decided to write sthg about my 9 years old youngest lil sister-dila (a.k.a dilot, gemok, adik, acha)

Here are some funny facts about her that makes me soo wanna meet her;

a few days ago, i received this sms from alang " we all kat kdai mamak n ble bro dtg amek order dia ty nak minum ape, dila dgn semang n kuatnye jwb "mee bandung", when actually she wanted to say sirap bandung

she woke up early a few days ago and went online with zaim on ym. zaim pelik why she bngon awal and she told him that she wake up very early that morning just bcause she wanted to try her new shampoo that she bought the night before. she even ber webcam to show her rmbot. after all, she told zaim that her rambot is still kusut

she have a ym and email with a name acha (obsessed with acha)

yet, she only have 2 friends in her ym (thats me and zaim)

she also have a friensdster due to the popularity of the ting among her sisters and brother

she told me that her handset is more canggih than me coz mine doesnt have a camera (tho her hset is mostly lost during the day and only can be found weeks later)

she wanted a pencil box as a gift from ireland coz she wanted to tell her frens 'ini pensil box lua negara tau'

she said she want to be a singer and if she failed then she become a doctor

recently she thinks that she is fat and she said that she might have a period soon. shes only 9 but she tells her other 2 sisters that she cant wait to have period like us. she is concerned about the fact that her perut is berlipat when she sits so she thinks that she needs to go on diet.

she have a scrapbook of her doctor (she have osteomyelitis for 4yrs now, getting better)

she buys colour pencils every 2 weeks (my dad cakap dila mkn kaler pencil)

uda told me that now she is so becok and she tells everyone in my extended family that uda have a boyfriend

she noes every artis gossips in town

mak told me that one day my father is quite tired so when my mom asked sthg he replied in a moody tone so dila said "abah, why do u talk like that to mama"( no one else rather talk like that to my dad!)

she doesnt allow me to refer mama as mak coz she said shes confused. only call mama as mama. do not use mak. she gets confused who mak is

my dad went to met her class teacher coz dila received an ugutan letter from her friend ( a boy) stating something like "aku akan pukul kau nt". When my father arrived, she went to the loo coz she said she is soo embrassed by the fact that her father is coming coz she doesnt want to be seen as dady's girl. she said to me that she told my dad millions time that she can handle the problem but abah insist on going to the school

A younger sister is someone to use as a guinea-pig in trying sledges
and experimental go-carts.
Someone to send on messages to Mum.
But someone who needs you - who comes to you with bumped heads,
grazed knees, tales of persecution.
Someone who trusts you to defend her.
Someone who thinks you know the answers to almost everything.

Pam Brown

Random Fact About Me

• Not many people noe that my name starts with a wan
• I myself cant understand why i am not into music even tho i do find that ppl that are into music are amazing
• I have small family; 5 pair uncle & aunties and 13 cousins for both side of my parents
• I used to have a baby doll named Apple when i grew up in Leeds but i ended throwing her out due to the fact that she have the same face as Chucky in the Child's Play movie
• I collect fridge magnets
• I always have this stupid feelings that i feel other ppl are rather weird. I have to admit that sometimes i am the weirdo!
• I never ever have a pet
• So, I am afraid of animals
• But i love to go to the zoo
• I always dream of living in a city but at the same time have a beach house by the beach!
• I do NOT like chocolate. I think its wayyy to sweet
• Only once I managed to get the 1st one in the class. Only when im standard 3. Im no genius i guess than
• I always tot that i end up being an architect
• However, I loved the fact that im being a doctor
• I am the only one in my family that can sing =D
• I won a singing competition when I am in standard 3. As a trio singing angin bayu by feminin. it was the event of the year and i won 3 nice drinking classes as the prize
• I used to have a very best frend of my whole world since i was 7. But now, I dont know where he is anymore. We had a huge fight when we are 17 and I didnt managed to talk to him since then ( he left me bcoz of a stupid bloody gf of his )
• I always wish i am left handed ( i dont noe y )
• I used to think i am adopted coz everyone else in my siblings have fair skin. Up to 15yo, I can still cry when a fren of my bro commented that i do not look like the rest of the family
• I can swim but not now anymore
• I love song of music to death
• I used to ate rice w mayonaise but not now anymore due to the weight gaining problem it caused
• I have the tendency to buy luxurious posh make up even tho i noe its unnecessary

Thats all for the 1st time. I wonder if there is someone else who usya n baca my blog >.> im all merepek in my own world. chiao!